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Young minded"thinking"

For once i have had a clear conscious and it feels good,burgeon as i wish not to change for my destination isn't my final stage in life.
The is always a peack of timeless success in each way my journey leads,although it's oppressive i never let it rampant me down.
My aim is to overcome the privilege of my responsibilities and more to come...

"Missing piece"

Dreams of a young orbit...drifting away farther no hope no use,like a sorted wave that swip the wind of a baby's face.

No truth nor lies,just searching intensively to seek the heart of it in leverage.Dreams of a young orbit...

Defenseless and worthless,keen to lubricate not lore it down.
Woken in a winter cold like aces that plays lucky charmes.

Douged in silent nights unwilling to rebirth for sometime ago,just ferm with pleasent pityness.

Who utter in a way of praise,sounded like incorenated birds from a broken branch.Non like a love song.

Caution not a warning sign,just to corrupt intentionally...
"silly stories"...
Not ashamed to sabotage the mole of a wise person.

Dreams of a young orbit...hesitating to take a flight.Some day will fall like a saint,after your sins...

correction not there yet,just like when it first began.Riding along to the next stop sign anxious for a break over not success...incomplete the puzzle is still missing a single piece.

"...Hold Me..."

...Hold me...
...falling insulted by gravity...
...Hold me...
...interrugated by cruelty of laziness...
...Hold me...
...disterbed by vicious talks...
...Hold me...
...sliping from the throne called a crown...
...Hold me...
...shadow disappeared in the mists and unknown...
...Hold me...
...wings burning in flame like love confused with freedom...
...Hold me...
...for you do not know where this road leads to...
...Hold me...
...hesitated then soon dawn as you dwell over my worthless body...
...Hold me...
...crying tears flowing down like a summer rain...
...Hold me...
...now let go.
...I dont need your help,for you said...
...Holding on...
...memories parish,next nothing makes sense...

It pains me....

Why do we have hate towards each other?
Why do we tell lies about each other?

Why do we call each other with weird names?
why do we hold pride and our egos first?

Why do we trade each other?
why do we have to spit on each others face?
Why do we act like we are better than each other?

Why do we smile for each other meanwhile we bad mouth each other?

I have the answers but never sure if i'm at the right point...

We have nothing incommon yet i desagree.
We are born in the same world,
We pray the same God yet we break the rules,

ignoring the 10th commondments.
We are able to talk,smile and inhel the same breath.
Yet we have false names hidding behind faith like its a game.

Quit playing and be serious for once listen attentifely,
We have sinned yet we rejoice and no prayers.
We are family reunited we shall conquer and be saved,

Yet i still tell the story and you act like i am rewriting myth and legends,calm down and bow to thank him,that your able to see tomorrow come.

°°°°Waving°°°°

Not in my rule book.
°°°°Waving
Goodbye,sad yet unpleasent.
°°°°Waving
Salute,yet not crowned with a perch.
°°°°Waving
bitter yet not scattered,with pain of departured
°°°°Waving
Barely close to say the least,loud.
°°°°Waving
with a fake smile,for you can not bear the pain.
°°°°Waving
Confused yet saying hello!
°°°°Waving
Torn apart,shattered like a solid stone...yet waving goodbye...

Caged maybe a right choice,"escaping through a tiny hole"

Caged with no escape,
yet digging a hole just to inhel a fresh start.
Fear in the eyes of trapped soul that has little faith,but courage.
Soon the sun will glow,hoping i will be no more.

Maybe just a glints of sun light and freedom will be mine.
Assumed that they will let me walk without charges of my mistakes,my fingers are bleeding from scretching.
So quiet loning for a glits of that taste of my home cooked meal.
Blazing trumble of my tummy,
yet resist the smelly plate that buzzes with flys.
If only a voice with mercy from behind,
freedom captured in lost memories i lone for help.
Writings on the wall,from the day i was thrown in the dungean.
When it all started, today might be the last.
Capture like a wild beast,but no princess to cry over my death.
Wish no more,determind to break free and tell the story later,
no tears coming out in my eyes,for i kept my pride all along.
Yet i still dig with curious fear just to breath life out there like them all.
How many of them noticed i was gone for to long.
"Thinking..."maybe i belonged in a cage with no light,
for they do not see my pain and tears in heart.
Paused and stared at them pass by thinking,
just a typical homeless begger with prescripetion glass.
Glints of air and smiles but drunk and swearing at each other...
Nothing has changed,escaping was not a right choice.
Fregile under that hole i call it a home,gone back to be feed raw meat and forget what i saw out there.

Well known

Sold to the slide face creature in the middle of the ocean.
Made slave selling potato bacorns in the jungle.

Told not to enter with muddy footsteps creating chaos,
what has mankind turned into after sins dusted out.

Awaken in the early mornings of winter with a class of milk and no bread.
Atleast God watched over him.

Soon he turned into a king.
Fair with a share not to see history repeats itself.

Each night singing like the night he was sold to be a slave and serve a man with no mercy.

Found peace and happiness after being an example of no truth to life given.

Vowed not to see misery in each and everyone of them,
but given the precious gifts to please his blessings.
Not forgeting what sees him through.

Everythings comes to an end at some point yet believing in each soul that begges for shelter or food,
just to sees through the day or rain.

Wicked like the city that demolished for its disgusting acts.
Never been drown into unhealthy states for faith kept in the heart.
"Now that came true what next..."

No journey has been these long,
they stare with surprise why he still stands up.
Courage and dedication...
honour and careful attention to every detail.

"slite step"...thats the sound of the wicked wishing but not distracted.
Continued with love and giving out guidens for he had nothing to fear.

Placing his hands on the right sight,
holding on close until this day.
No longer able to walk and spreed what turned him into a well spoken man he is,

well known for his work no longer a slave but a saviour to mankind...remember that...

Crying

Crying...
tear drop sad smile waving good bye.
Crying...
painful heart aching for happiness laid to rest so sad.
Crying...
one single touch breath taking unable to heal inside.
Crying...
viciously stricks a kiss just to fall inlove like the first time.
Crying...
despair for the wrongful mistakes repeated time and time and again,her sorrows.
Crying...
lost and left alone caged in a shadowed place with no air to freedom.
Crying...
wishing,if only God gave her wings to fly up in the clouds and find comfort.
Crying...
a matter of life or death,if only time could bind nothing would be the same.
Crying...
rather share tears together than rom around like a forgotten story.
Crying...
crying but no tears no feelings of despair just pride,blinded by things that have no beginning.
Crying...
Because she's sorry.

Stranger

I twisted my body and turned,to look at her walking away with those weird looking gorillas.
I turned and saw her wicked smile cursing me with a sign,that says...
"Help!!"
I stopped walking and called up her name but failed.
I never stopped staring,
i gave her my word that she will never be misleaded by pretty things.
I kept it with me and gave her a symbol,without expecting anything in return.
I walked away but footsteps from behind,shakened by fear i turn to look nothing was there,
I kept it with me and stayed simple and asked to be guided to her position.
I still believed,i could help although she kept telling me lies.
but these streets are owned by those who seek respect by force.
I kept walking with fright but frustration for i wasnt able to help.
Should i feel guilty or smile for she saw the good side in me and i looked away.
That would be a lie for i was honest with her but she kept lying to me.
Yet i listened and finally she arrived,hope safe and sound,with no pain or regret.
I was patient and careful,
i wasnt fooled by her pretty face.
I wasnt fooled by her sweet talks and hugs when i paid attention to her state,while she keeps holding me close,
i kept moving away,telling her to head home and rest.
I still feel humiliated,for they thought i was taking adventage of you,but glad i am that you reached home.You saw the next day with no regrets and pain,"i hope shes okay''.

"Judgement"

I hate it when people judge others for whatever reason,its just stupid and foolish and it makes me sick,but i don't like to sound like i'm better than them or that i know much than they do.It pains me to see them point fingers and laugh like its a joke.So like they say don't you ever judge a book by its cover might as well just greet them or look and say no word,because one day judgements will be punished for all sins deserve it.

Merry Chrismas

They send their shoutouts to their families,wishes for a best chrismas.
They travel in high ways,keen to see their loved ones,
they party all night,celebrating the birth of son of God...
while some bow down and sing glory to the creator of all things.
They spil blood with intentions of victory to respect like they deserve a crown,
forgeting who says the last word.
They changed it all to their best believe,like they brought it up to be named.
This day doesnt belong to them.but the creator of heaven and earth and his son.So rejoice for the sun of man has been born to wash away our sins and forgive us for our traspasses.Merry christmas enjoy it and remember he who has faith shall be blessed in his name.Rejoice

''Stare"

Walking past the high cars passing by in a speed of light,
Distracted by those gorgeous weman looking fly.
I wonder if they notice me,
even if i shout for one to pause so i could utter a word or two,
shame i'm not a ladies man.
If only i knew what to say at the right time.
I look with despair,
drooling over my favourate shirt
struck like a high school kid,thinking... only the popular guys get the chance and have the courage.
"My friends would call me a chicken,if they see me now".
...Still walking,
i stare with a blazing eye sight,
although i like food,but this moment you would say,
i stare at them like nothing would taste more than jus a touch of her face.

The she is with her friends saying only if he was walking this side of the road.
What a bammer,"
i'm close to home,see what next road will tell."

Wondering

Now let just say your wondering who this freak is,what's so special about him.whatever you found about me yot will wish to search for more.but non or less you will wish i shout your name up.I'm a friend and i love it when a nigger or chick greets me with respect an i send out my love.I am just happy today its X-mas eve and wishes to all my blog readers.

. . . . . . . . . .santa better not make your wish come true.peaCe

"Conscious"

Shallowed tears,bleeding heart.
there is one of those times i wonder what it takes to be normal?...
If you have an idea to that all then nothing will come close to you.
I always promise myself i will hate no man,but because of the assumtions
i stand back and listen very carefully,not to utter a word for they will mistaken it fo an insult.
I'm bleeding inside but say no word.
Only near future will tell i was wrong.
Yes or no dont have the will to select out the wrong or right.
I still say no word for i am nothing,but one thing i acknowledge,
If you do fear no man,then fear the devil inside then...quite i am!

What i saw?...

When first i saw her she was like a shinning star,i could wish that she could fly but not far away,just close by.
when first i saw her i was unable to breath only her kiss will allow me to say a word...
when first i saw her the sky blazing wish shine,i could swear she was an angel.
When first i saw her i held my mums leg an asked if saints walked the face of earth.
When first i saw her that sweet voice whispered once more"hi..."
Just a tiny sound i realised such beauty.
Just a glints of it i saw clear,my eyes were cleansed.
Just once more i begged to hear it again,or the sight of it all.
but i was left with no answer,therefore i wonder...
Randonly they kept driving my mind,i questioned myself.
Gorgeous??...beautiful??...
worthy??...ment to be??...
will i ever remember?...
I hated to wait,anxiously i searched maybe surprisingly i will get to witness once more,my fear became that.
Patiency looking up to see a light or a sign.
Gone i will never get that chance to meet her again,
i point amongst the stars and wish for one more moment of beauty.

. . . . . .unturned by wonder.

Not yet but close to a "sonnet"

He had it with him,slow perch incore by the silence crowd announced.
whoote the sound of fight,fought to repend no more scattered.
Not pain just a lesson portials awaken/arise like day light is no longer...
Loud noise from the bushes that beast hasnt laid its head down,mouning such survival.
Waiting...time runs like a fly buzzes for freedom that an escape,
Darkness dawn,still rise bittererd like a wild bull in a struggle.
Not many but few,how unfair yet patiency rages like haunted flames.But that leaves me with no choice i wait again.

Percussions in Life

Never understood the moments that make it difficult to sort out our differences but then i think to myself how percussive:

Discrimination/Love,Hate/Honesty,Fear/Respect,Betrayal/Honour,Disgust/Admired,CouRage/Pain,Lies/Truth,Death/Life,Good/Evil,Perch/Floor,Nightmare/Fairytale,Black/White,Day/Night,Positive/Negative,Allowed/Forbidden,Beautiful/Ugly,Arguments/Laughs,Tears/Smiles,Friends/Enemy,Colours/Shadows,Light/Darkness,Gains/Losses,Blessings/Crosses,Heart/Mind,Glory/failure,happiness/sadness,Bad/Greatness,Victory/Defeat,Health/Wealth.Birth/Death...faith and destiny.Although one can only survive a day with five or less from these moments and emotions we still find a way to calm down and delte with our weakness for tomorrow brings more

Game over

I tried to fail but this game is easy to play,why wait if nothing will come along.
Tell me something is it that i'm to lazy to give up,but then i'll win by default then your done trying to pursuit me to let you in on it...seriously i'm done

See these eyes wide about to pop up just before you made an entrace,you surprised us with your vivicious signature smile.Pause/silence now i tell you it isnt that one doesnt understand,its just that one doesnt want to understand so please present a new game i'm keen to explore.If not lets play once again if i win...i never want to witness the disgust from your face,so walk away and accept defeat atleast not pain.

Journey

God i lift my eyes towards the mountains and ask to walk a distance without fear and hate.I cry aloud to you for them to listen and hear me. . .make and keep your vows to him,let all who are around him bring tribute.

We shall move mountains and walk on rivers for you are amazing and if we stay strong to our faith and believe.God is looking down on us an hears our praisers be glad he gave you life.

Not In My Rule Bonk

All things are black and white whichever way you feel its right,
thats when it comes back to me now and i told you to wait until its fast paved out of the way and thats my say right!...
Don't get it all twisted,
this isnt a song or a lyrical rap...aint
Oh thats my queue
when i set it straight,
not to take over but leave a mark
then my story is right where it has to sound.
Thats when you listen quite carefully...right!!!

but let me tell you something you should never forget,
this post wasnt on my rule book or my mind, but just a statement to show i have had the same statement in life

Your boy da_walk is out
next time he'll hit you with a punch line you'll bleed tears and run.peaCe out!!.

My place of peace

I do not hate,i fear nothing,
yet i beg to be forgiven by the merciful one.
The creator of all things,when i am sad i hang around places that tell me to silence and pray.
Shadows or light he hears my cry and blesses me with guidens.Don't think all stupid hey...i aint.
This place holds alot of memories of when we were young and innocent...now i live to remember the past.

Nature OR Holy,but only he knows

If you believe then you know exactly what to expect,but say no more for the answer is staring us in the face.Start today to realise you need him more than anything.Lord almighty please set them free and stay strong to your faith.

My Hometown's P.S

If you find yourself under the roof of that building then your in deep . . .Ish. . .you better make yourself comfortable,hahahaha!

Hell no! not another love post

If love was a subject i would have failed. . .as much as i have been rejected,because i cant figure out if i'm winning or not,some of them play hard to get.
Then the are those easy targets.

She has me under her spell and it never ends

Just got in and out of a relationship so fast my head spinned,
oh please don't even think about it,she wasn't my type,
i agree. . .
absolutely

just dusted myself three times and i still feel like the floor is calling.
Damn! this chick is too much.
I'm cursed,i aint looking again and why am i thinking so virtuous.
I hate her for possessing my heart.

Yet it beats continuesly that means i'm still inlove,
tempted but wont admite it,
i didn't ask for all this only it made me more cautious.

Maybe it was my fault,who knows. . .
can't believe she tossed me out like a rubbish bag,Mistaken

Could have sworn she's the chick who send me an sms just the other day,
requesting me to subtract her ex-
now. . .
i'm afraid this story never ends. . .

The art of a nightmare Before sun rise

Glints sound of birds interrupted by the squeaks past of cars,so precious it was stolen and replaced with a dusty old spoon.

Emerging,how pityful that innocents hide behind an ignorent face,like a shapeless piece of glass,shame no beginning nor was the end.
What are the expectations,to be crawnd in such tune of heart.

Destroying what has already distructed,not even a terrorist can tell the difference,if only a piece of the sun could be snatched.
The shadowed darkness awaits as if the he deserved such stolen treats,thats before the sun rise. . .

Disintegrated into dust as the wind swifted like a feather dustor emerald wave progresses quicker past,leaving a spark of beauty.The sky blushes like a love struck girl until a pleasent moment that glints like gold,framing the twilight of her face.

No reason to the blazing tumbles,was it a thriller,No! Just a nightmare that kept me away from my gorgeous dream thats because she was in it,pushed over and relapsed on buried silent nights.
Holding back is that instinct that has doubts about wether tomorrow comes.

A dawn of a new day he starts upon the short but dounting just before the sun rise,it was no destination,a light in the deepest darkness arise,once again/alive once more,that was such a horrible dream.

Randomly

I have grown to accept pain in which ever way it stricks,no matter how much we love them,we should learn to let go and move on and no doubt about it "a baby is Gods opinion that life should go on."So rest in peace to those loved ones your memories will live on.

Both Hearts Are Broken,but Never Let Go

Why would i have to buy her a bunch of flowers if i could pitch up at her door step unexpectely and give her a kiss,but then i realise things were no longer the same.
Astounded by my acts,holding her hand close to my heart unable to utter a word.

As sharp tongue and a scandal juicy enough to slander my name and comfort her ego,after all nothing eases a broken heart quite like vengeance.Something this bizarre,i had her wrapped around my arms convincing her,she was one in a million and that was my first mistake.

Our love was false/default we agreed we were foolish enough to look beyond. . .But funny that she shad tears although she doesnt want me no more but forgiveness i beg.
Pity i still feel like holding her hand forever,until i tell her more i am forced to let go.

A players game is to be mysterious,but i felt like i owe you an explaination,painful it is,i feel i have gone too far,she forbid me from hurting her again and i surrender my love and apologise for my shameful acts.Visibly shuddered by our memories. . .

what we had,had burnt to ashes yet i still ask to make amends.Our love was strong and heavy like a igneous rock for i cherish the times we shared.

I Have A Big Question Mark In My Mind

What if?
what if this was it. . .
that all this had placed me in a dreadful state of mind,slowly drained like a blood sucking vampire.

What if this had taken its first tall from that horrible unpredicted concussion,moment when nothing seemed clearly.
Unfolling as unusual no answers for those depressive questions for the are no findings.

How amazing surprisingly without alerting the unpleasents of a lost soul,
have i not targed the perfected point to show case what dreams can unfold into.
These moments have set off a lounch to create the most impossible achievements in one certain line i can not cross yet.

Assured that not many have accomplished nor eliminated the what mankind has to conclude at the end nor have they failed to reach it but the question still stands in my mind. . .

Patiency has left us stuck with in the past,curiously we wait as it runs through the family,but wat if this was it. . .Atleast tell me the answer to my questions.Wondering what tomorrows question will be,i wait.

Conquer

Why have they made fun of you,although they dont really know you.Silly people

Tomorrow you will be gone from this world and they will rejoice each year on your birthday.Unbelievable

You have done this much to prove your a friend but they are happy to have you as an enemy. . .Conquer

Times are tough,but it is worth it,challenges have overwhelmed every change that keeps a man walking with his head held high aiming to reach his perch,Master it

Day and night his journey leads him to a certain destination not knowing what to expect.
Even the hardest times might be a destraction,How couragous

Thankfully that day will come when his no longer and memories cherished to keep peace and respect but thats only the begining. . .Thank you

FORGET IT!

Forget about tomorrow and pay attention to this present day.

Politicians promised to make it a better world,visions of ancestors told a tale of fortune. . .

Nothing there but lies and deniel,silly people fooled by money and fame,rich?!,kings and queens of bling you and i have called them.

Snap out of it,see that dirty old man cuddling with a brown bag that smells like fish and chips under a bridge,too bad he doesnt even know how they taste.

Imagen nothing there but shame and empty minds that have been blinded by money and stupidity,how selfish. . .now tell the story to the next generation. . .

Oh excuse me for been ignorent,see any future leaders arise from those never learn from their own mistakes. . .forget it they dont care.

THE CONFLICT BETWEEN US

Slow down this road has an edge ahead at the speed your moving you'll miss the next road sign.
Suppose this was close to the end. . . no more symbols to lead the way.

Its an indiginous moment the truth is crushed down the rocks of a certain mountain washed away by the rivers of many sights to see.
That present time everything got shatterd,clear it was the fields had no colour heavier it became mountains granded down the high way "tell me what more do you want you lied to me?!"he said.

"i could have told you but it would have destroyed you" she said with tears in her eyes,sparkling like a diamond star.A story she told even though nobody listened,look upon the stars and make a wish,that day you were made to believe.Hear me out!

Here is that thought that cross my mind again,these wall tags have been removed like care and respect we kept in our hearts,
painful it was.Shadows have demolished. . .
superior and unique no longer exists like in that movie we once watched.

Sorry that your apologies and tears can not be accepted,but a second chance might be the first step to forgiveness.
Nothing there but rage and descrimination,
let me reach the conclusion-from now on i value to work upon healing the heart for the mind to believe and understand.