The summer evening sky suddenly turned dark and the heavens opened,merciless to those poor souls who happen to be caught in it.She shivered from the cold,of a typical summer storm by the time she reached home she was soaking wet.
As she trudged home,worn down by worry.Inhaling like its her very last breath. . .THE STORY STARTS.
A busy life of a young woman,arriving to a warm beautiful family.With bright smiles and everything prepare the minute she walks in a kiss from behind and her name is called,they calm down to delte with problems revolving around them.
Each night a prayer will be brought upon,at that moment she questions herself. . .what more can a woman want.Exactly what is meant by happily ever after.
But take a moment and listen,imagine your neighbour or that stranger you bumped into this morning when you were heading to work.That nobody you never even bothered to greet let along saying sorry to for it wasnt your fault that she fell down on the mud.
The brighter side that somebody walks all day long to look for food and money for the young to sleep not with an empty stomach,that stranger recieves a different welcome home from what you have. . .the dog burks and a swearing voice as the door opens wide and the cool air breeze that shakes the bones even when under a warm blanket.
The smell of booze tells the story of a hard working man,so he says. . .
A lot of demants and if not expected to be done,her neck held like a chicken about to be slaughted. . .Shoutes and slaps,even the kids receive the same welcome home treatment,for they dont deserve happiness
The house will be turned into a boxing ring with everything turned up side down,left there like victims they are,for he has more importand things to do before the next day starts and all will begin. . .Out he goes.
Slowly dragging herself with brozes and pain trying to read her little ones a fairytale and sets a prayer. . .just like you what have i done to deserve all this-She questioned herself.
SORRY!!!!
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Monday, November 29, 2010
STILL 'ARISE
Have i brought an innocent soul to this vicious world to survive on its own.
Left to arise. . .
each day that tells a different story of non expected intensions,for every season that changes,causes a young mind to freeze before a day ends.
For a son of man doesnt see the cause of pain and suffering.
Deliberately tripped over a sheild and a spear,that day he realises. . .Only to find. . .
Pity how life is so unfair,but unfair is those who bring such brighter light to this world and never stayed to see it blossom.which its first breath is a blessing to a one mans treasure.
New beginnings of hope to this unpleasent awakenings,
as one day a son of man shall have his heart fulfilled whth pride and glory,in darker days where light will be shallowed and unknown.(Mystery)
Still i. . .Arise
for when that day comes the will be happiness and no hatred. . .
the will be no need for apologies but love and respect.
for i am your son(TO MY DAD).
Left to arise. . .
each day that tells a different story of non expected intensions,for every season that changes,causes a young mind to freeze before a day ends.
For a son of man doesnt see the cause of pain and suffering.
Deliberately tripped over a sheild and a spear,that day he realises. . .Only to find. . .
Pity how life is so unfair,but unfair is those who bring such brighter light to this world and never stayed to see it blossom.which its first breath is a blessing to a one mans treasure.
New beginnings of hope to this unpleasent awakenings,
as one day a son of man shall have his heart fulfilled whth pride and glory,in darker days where light will be shallowed and unknown.(Mystery)
Still i. . .Arise
for when that day comes the will be happiness and no hatred. . .
the will be no need for apologies but love and respect.
for i am your son(TO MY DAD).
Random
A voice kept calling,
the sun set was falling.
Regardles of whats to come
the fact is one still stands
suprisenly its never what it is. . .
The limits of of thousand thoughts,think of it as a starting point.
There is always limits to what one does,
making it simple has always been over doing it but these thoughts and emotions are confusing,
nothing is ever clear...
Seemingly everything is unexpected until something happens along side a reason.
One moment of joy and happiness,then next sad and its bad,forced to pull out a smile even when it hurts.
Different stories a distant time of life has its own unpleasents,
what hurts most is the painful judgements that are said by those who think and perfect speak for them only,i dont proceed with any actions just because a certain indivitual set up a story...
A jump start moment of spectacular immunity shorter than the persuistant mornings.Let the be no trouble no matter the situation which rage and betrayal being the cause of untrust and loss of respect.
Careful and be strict for the exact movement not to temper with ones perch,
disincentive and shame from the painful judgements...
the sun set was falling.
Regardles of whats to come
the fact is one still stands
suprisenly its never what it is. . .
The limits of of thousand thoughts,think of it as a starting point.
There is always limits to what one does,
making it simple has always been over doing it but these thoughts and emotions are confusing,
nothing is ever clear...
Seemingly everything is unexpected until something happens along side a reason.
One moment of joy and happiness,then next sad and its bad,forced to pull out a smile even when it hurts.
Different stories a distant time of life has its own unpleasents,
what hurts most is the painful judgements that are said by those who think and perfect speak for them only,i dont proceed with any actions just because a certain indivitual set up a story...
A jump start moment of spectacular immunity shorter than the persuistant mornings.Let the be no trouble no matter the situation which rage and betrayal being the cause of untrust and loss of respect.
Careful and be strict for the exact movement not to temper with ones perch,
disincentive and shame from the painful judgements...
SHARE ONE KISS WITH ME AND I'LL BE OUT OF YOUR LIFE
Starring at your eyer as i recap the last few minutes wasted with worthless arguments instead of a kiss to say good bye.Allow me not to touch you as i will never let go,for your heart has been stolen a few seconds ago.
GONE-are the days that we shared swallowed by the mists,indeed they have parished through your eyes as i gaze to see only memories of us.
When you cried on my shoulder which your heart was broken by the tormoil by your breath,when you couldnt take it anymore i was there to help you lift off your shoulders,the burden of an innocent soul.Gone are the memories of happiness and glory where emotions unlished to torment the best of what we had,have i awaken from this horrible dream.
But now i have my heart broken by your foolish mistakes,euer realised the only time you feel strongly inlove is when you just got your heartbroken because thats how i feel at the moment.
A Kiss. . .
share one kiss with me and i will be out of your life. . .Leave you alone isnt that what you want,for thats what you desire.Have i not let you tell me what bothers you to what we share.
Have i not given you every bit of what i had to make you happy,sorry that i might not accept your apologies and tears for i would give but my heart to you.
Go on walk away,just know one thing nothing will heal the pain that ripped apart our love. . .Now share as i dont understand what it is that started the last few minutes with arguments and tears.
Dont you remember when we were under a tree and a lightining struck,nothing happened to us for our love is indistructable which they say it is powerful and conquerr all.
You held me tight and dearest not because of fear but freedon and wormth that revolved arround us.You said it right there and i am lucky to be with you,although i pretended that i didnt hear what you said,the beat of my heart had told you the truth.Tell me what went wrong or share a kiss with me an i will let you go for i have no reason to hold you no more.
GONE-are the days that we shared swallowed by the mists,indeed they have parished through your eyes as i gaze to see only memories of us.
When you cried on my shoulder which your heart was broken by the tormoil by your breath,when you couldnt take it anymore i was there to help you lift off your shoulders,the burden of an innocent soul.Gone are the memories of happiness and glory where emotions unlished to torment the best of what we had,have i awaken from this horrible dream.
But now i have my heart broken by your foolish mistakes,euer realised the only time you feel strongly inlove is when you just got your heartbroken because thats how i feel at the moment.
A Kiss. . .
share one kiss with me and i will be out of your life. . .Leave you alone isnt that what you want,for thats what you desire.Have i not let you tell me what bothers you to what we share.
Have i not given you every bit of what i had to make you happy,sorry that i might not accept your apologies and tears for i would give but my heart to you.
Go on walk away,just know one thing nothing will heal the pain that ripped apart our love. . .Now share as i dont understand what it is that started the last few minutes with arguments and tears.
Dont you remember when we were under a tree and a lightining struck,nothing happened to us for our love is indistructable which they say it is powerful and conquerr all.
You held me tight and dearest not because of fear but freedon and wormth that revolved arround us.You said it right there and i am lucky to be with you,although i pretended that i didnt hear what you said,the beat of my heart had told you the truth.Tell me what went wrong or share a kiss with me an i will let you go for i have no reason to hold you no more.
SHARE ONE KISS WITH ME AND I'LL BE OUT OF YOUR LIFE
Starring at your eyer as i recap the last few minutes wasted with worthless arguments instead of a kiss to say good bye.Allow me not to touch you as i will never let go,for your heart has been stolen a few seconds ago.
GONE-are the days that we shared swallowed by the mists,indeed they have parished through your eyes as i gaze to see only memories of us.
When you cried on my shoulder which your heart was broken by the tormoil by your breath,when you couldnt take it anymore i was there to help you lift off your shoulders,the burden of an innocent soul.Gone are the memories of happiness and glory where emotions unlished to torment the best of what we had,have i awaken from this horrible dream.
But now i have my heart broken by your foolish mistakes,euer realised the only time you feel strongly inlove is when you just got your heartbroken because thats how i feel at the moment.
A Kiss. . .
share one kiss with me and i will be out of your life. . .Leave you alone isnt that what you want,for thats what you desire.Have i not let you tell me what bothers you to what we share.
Have i not given you every bit of what i had to make you happy,sorry that i might not accept your apologies and tears for i would give but my heart to you.
Go on walk away,just know one thing nothing will heal the pain that ripped apart our love. . .Now share as i dont understand what it is that started the last few minutes with arguments and tears.
Dont you remember when we were under a tree and a lightining struck,nothing happened to us for our love is indistructable which they say it is powerful and conquerr all.
You held me tight and dearest not because of fear but freedon and wormth that revolved arround us.You said it right there and i am lucky to be with you,although i pretended that i didnt hear what you said,the beat of my heart had told you the truth.Tell me what went wrong or share a kiss with me an i will let you go for i have no reason to hold you no more.
GONE-are the days that we shared swallowed by the mists,indeed they have parished through your eyes as i gaze to see only memories of us.
When you cried on my shoulder which your heart was broken by the tormoil by your breath,when you couldnt take it anymore i was there to help you lift off your shoulders,the burden of an innocent soul.Gone are the memories of happiness and glory where emotions unlished to torment the best of what we had,have i awaken from this horrible dream.
But now i have my heart broken by your foolish mistakes,euer realised the only time you feel strongly inlove is when you just got your heartbroken because thats how i feel at the moment.
A Kiss. . .
share one kiss with me and i will be out of your life. . .Leave you alone isnt that what you want,for thats what you desire.Have i not let you tell me what bothers you to what we share.
Have i not given you every bit of what i had to make you happy,sorry that i might not accept your apologies and tears for i would give but my heart to you.
Go on walk away,just know one thing nothing will heal the pain that ripped apart our love. . .Now share as i dont understand what it is that started the last few minutes with arguments and tears.
Dont you remember when we were under a tree and a lightining struck,nothing happened to us for our love is indistructable which they say it is powerful and conquerr all.
You held me tight and dearest not because of fear but freedon and wormth that revolved arround us.You said it right there and i am lucky to be with you,although i pretended that i didnt hear what you said,the beat of my heart had told you the truth.Tell me what went wrong or share a kiss with me an i will let you go for i have no reason to hold you no more.
SHE'S MY GIRLFRIEND AND A GOOD FRIEND NOW MY BEST FRIEND,I'LL NEVER LET HER GO...
Allow me to demonstrate my love towards you. . .
As i held your hands dear a voice from inside whispered to me in a swifted sound like a love song saying never let go.
Lost in your heart i was. . .because of your vivacious smile that made my knees weak,beg for mercy for you had taken me by storm,each time i'm alone nothing kept me close but the presents of your perfume and fantasies in my mind.
You told me a secret which i promised to hold it dearly to my heart and never let it aside.We no longer together but that doesnt mean we no friends,for we are more closer than ever.
You said i made you cry and made you laugh in a long run for we both know what it means to our friendship.You said even if you were given a chance to turn back the hands time,you would not know what to change which the past had kept us closer than ever.
I have told you many things you might not understand about me but we both know nothing can change what we share nor break it...for you have given your heart to me. . .
Which i ask you one more time to allow me to demonstrate my love towards you,no matter how long we have gone apart,anxiously i wait with patiency for i know someday will hands like we use to,smile and cry.
Missed those days and nights we spend together sunny or cold under the rain cuddling,like a fairytale a dream we were. . .
but reality and love had ruled us,a perfect couple they said.
-I LOVE YOU-
There it is,i said it.The simplest way to put it but hard to come out...that day i was anxious,thoughts in my mind ran like a river strim-should i sweet talk her first then ask her out a few more day after-i asked myself,i couldnt stand waiting for too long to get to kiss her.
If only i could fly and live on top of a cloud,that way i will be able to keep an eye on you,guard you with all my life.
As i held your hands dear a voice from inside whispered to me in a swifted sound like a love song saying never let go.
Lost in your heart i was. . .because of your vivacious smile that made my knees weak,beg for mercy for you had taken me by storm,each time i'm alone nothing kept me close but the presents of your perfume and fantasies in my mind.
You told me a secret which i promised to hold it dearly to my heart and never let it aside.We no longer together but that doesnt mean we no friends,for we are more closer than ever.
You said i made you cry and made you laugh in a long run for we both know what it means to our friendship.You said even if you were given a chance to turn back the hands time,you would not know what to change which the past had kept us closer than ever.
I have told you many things you might not understand about me but we both know nothing can change what we share nor break it...for you have given your heart to me. . .
Which i ask you one more time to allow me to demonstrate my love towards you,no matter how long we have gone apart,anxiously i wait with patiency for i know someday will hands like we use to,smile and cry.
Missed those days and nights we spend together sunny or cold under the rain cuddling,like a fairytale a dream we were. . .
but reality and love had ruled us,a perfect couple they said.
-I LOVE YOU-
There it is,i said it.The simplest way to put it but hard to come out...that day i was anxious,thoughts in my mind ran like a river strim-should i sweet talk her first then ask her out a few more day after-i asked myself,i couldnt stand waiting for too long to get to kiss her.
If only i could fly and live on top of a cloud,that way i will be able to keep an eye on you,guard you with all my life.
Sunday, November 28, 2010
NIGHT NIGHT,A VERY GOOD NIGHT SLEEP.
Night fall the sun is no longer for twelve hours darkness has over shadowed,at that moment its night night,a very good night sleep.
REST-no matter how a day ends,sad or happy that makes no difference,allow your soul to rest and recover.
NIGHT FALL-it brings nightmares of a shame and depressive thoughts that lead you to deniel for you dont desire fairytales of dreams that over take your journey although you aim to have a good night sleep.
DREAMS-emotions that overwhelmed memories of such a sweet and beautiful dream,a trip to a wonderful land,a field of beauty -colours of flowers...
Night radiat wisdom and growth like a wise men is born over night for the isnt anytime in the world one could blossom and witness gorgeousness of a dream.
DREAMS-beautiful no matter how horrible they come,they allow you to conquer the impossible,like its you against the universe...
Complicated or not they set your soul bleed tears as if rain clouds where over your head,for they are a wonder to ones journey,
Dreams are precious and triggering towards the challenges, of me and you for we find the most valueble thoughts,memories to that of a men unbelievable to what i saw!!...or said.
Night Night a good night sleep...your dreams my dreams such memories we share over night,they are a wonde with them you feel like your complete,taken over with imagination it wasnt my intensions that you slept like a baby...
...Not what i should say but they have kept us looking and expecting more to come...too bad its morning the sun is about to rise,Oh! have i waken to a wonderful day but nothing could be compared to what my dreams had for me...-GoOD MORNING.
REST-no matter how a day ends,sad or happy that makes no difference,allow your soul to rest and recover.
NIGHT FALL-it brings nightmares of a shame and depressive thoughts that lead you to deniel for you dont desire fairytales of dreams that over take your journey although you aim to have a good night sleep.
DREAMS-emotions that overwhelmed memories of such a sweet and beautiful dream,a trip to a wonderful land,a field of beauty -colours of flowers...
Night radiat wisdom and growth like a wise men is born over night for the isnt anytime in the world one could blossom and witness gorgeousness of a dream.
DREAMS-beautiful no matter how horrible they come,they allow you to conquer the impossible,like its you against the universe...
Complicated or not they set your soul bleed tears as if rain clouds where over your head,for they are a wonder to ones journey,
Dreams are precious and triggering towards the challenges, of me and you for we find the most valueble thoughts,memories to that of a men unbelievable to what i saw!!...or said.
Night Night a good night sleep...your dreams my dreams such memories we share over night,they are a wonde with them you feel like your complete,taken over with imagination it wasnt my intensions that you slept like a baby...
...Not what i should say but they have kept us looking and expecting more to come...too bad its morning the sun is about to rise,Oh! have i waken to a wonderful day but nothing could be compared to what my dreams had for me...-GoOD MORNING.
Thursday, November 18, 2010
FACING THE TRUTH
The story starts with no one for that day everyone was silence.That day nothing was clear as they thought they had it all.-Judgement
Judgements over an appearence an image never seen before for he was a mystery.Greetings-not every day that respect plays a large role for they are unknown in the eyes of a shining soul.
Epick nights that brings upon nightmares and fraight,stand alone and see the mystery unfold.For i say face the truth that you not to blame although you feel ashamed,that takes away the pain and heals by the rain.
Thankful-times are unexistent as life is exactly what we expect it not to be for some change.Allow me to continue....my thoughts are diversal for i have been overwhelmed by all these facts and deniels.
Sad-if only i took a step back that present day while realizition crossed my mind to tell me-face the truth,was it my fault.-forgiveness as i have accepted pain and defeat although the heart will not heal,but the mind will clear and erase the memories of fear and hate....
Silence for the last time,then say one word,not to start the story once again nor end it,for pride had blind you but neither i nor you can change it all.However move forward and face the truth it wasnt what you intended to do...
Judgements over an appearence an image never seen before for he was a mystery.Greetings-not every day that respect plays a large role for they are unknown in the eyes of a shining soul.
Epick nights that brings upon nightmares and fraight,stand alone and see the mystery unfold.For i say face the truth that you not to blame although you feel ashamed,that takes away the pain and heals by the rain.
Thankful-times are unexistent as life is exactly what we expect it not to be for some change.Allow me to continue....my thoughts are diversal for i have been overwhelmed by all these facts and deniels.
Sad-if only i took a step back that present day while realizition crossed my mind to tell me-face the truth,was it my fault.-forgiveness as i have accepted pain and defeat although the heart will not heal,but the mind will clear and erase the memories of fear and hate....
Silence for the last time,then say one word,not to start the story once again nor end it,for pride had blind you but neither i nor you can change it all.However move forward and face the truth it wasnt what you intended to do...
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