Tuesday, February 15, 2011

From inside"I'm an African"

Most times i write about love because i cant run away from my past,from the southern africa comes a young boy soon to be a man.Some day a father and a husband to that future young lady as planned.
I might be scared but i have already taken a chance,
"Africa my begining Africa my end"
I dream beyond but not expecting to be rewarded,
my faith i place to God,
i might be young but not afraid to walk alone in the shadows of dawn.
In a land of wild creatures,trees of colour and beauty.
Descrimination and poverty,
yet love and care,
I stand,raised in a land of wonder.
My name you shall descover my image shall be my voice.
As i am an african and proud.Im glad i was born to witness the beauty of it all.To be continued...

Untittled

It was a hand full of dust the share of untilled fields,
surrounded by wildeness and viciousness spoiled by the front blest of salvation.
Thou it was silent,the whispering birds purify the heavens,
longing an aching in my heart exeedingly tearing him apart he never feard.
Untieng the knot of his burden,then freedom spoke.
Enough...,alone no more.
Defeat not the fail to try not deniel.
when all seem lost rest asured,continue...
Emptiness was the theme to giving up,but the journey was close to an end.
The wild pour its strews of ecstacy and thankless to hunger for his blessings,
far beyond his memories cherished to keep peace and prosperity.
It was a hand full of dust the share of untilled field a land beyond.

Wrapped around your heart

If i was angery i would tell,
when it comes to love its the same.
Worn by worry,
if i wasnt worthy enough.
Enough with tears and apologies,
if we smile in disguise,
laugh in deniel,
then kiss with regret,
I was forced to fall inlove
i shad a spark in my eye,
because of those comforting words from her smooth lips they kiss goodbye.
Now i remain a broken heart,
holding one piece,one is nowhere to be found.
but that doesnt come close to define,because i stood behind.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

"in time a"So Nn Et"of a love thief "



Right straight in my eye it flew dressed in a greenish colour,
incompetant plant,i stare with mistical eyes.
With rage multiple builts of anger,
I yelled by my first name and wished to bite it to ease the pain of vengeances.
but i was indeed struck by the smell of ecstacy,
i treasured it for it managed to make me cry,
seasons changed,
it let go of its touch and nature smiled backwards.
not even a flinch of tears,
that flashed from out of nowhere,
i lost the count of time.
Either i was sleep walking writing my dream down,
or she was one of a kind.

"I wasn't too perfect,but why the sudden change of heart"

I was sitting alone when a phone call trigued my mind,i paused for a minute before i could pick it up. "hello"i went.She poured her heart out... "I know i may have never been able to say this before to you,face to face. "You comfort me with your presents and your voice" "You made me realise how much life is worth each morning i woke up," "Each time i thought of you,you came unexpectedly to my surprise. "...your a thousand reason for me to see the beauty and gorgeousness of love".I was unable to say a word,she weakned my heart...i was inlove. "If thats how i should describe it myself".We all deserve someone who loves us that much and who is able to show their love to us with tears although we have drift apart.I set there with wonder and patiency got the better of me,and images of our memories flashed before my thoughts.My conscious mind told me to call. "Hello...can i talk to...please?",that was the sound of my voice. "Almost exectly what i wanted to say to you just didnt know how to put it,deep inside my heart i felt the same way". "I wish i was the same guy you met years ago,although Im still am inside,the outside that makes me different,but what we had was precious you have always been my passion".Some how what i said wasnt exactly what i wanted to let out. "Ever wish that love had a voice,and mountains could drift closer than we are..." we both said it at the same time.I continued with my thoughts..."when i said i love you i said it to spite you,so please let me hurt you.Cry because its good,let me go and one day you will thank me" i said.By the time i was close to finish her sweet voice inturruped me with a word that said ..."I Love You"...but hesitated.I held my breath and told her goodbye this time it was a final goodbye...now i question myself,what is it with me and broken love?...

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Apart From Love



Could this be over and done with,
With tears in my eyes
I'm not crying
Just improvising
Call it an act of shatterd heart
Call it an act of fearless love.
Here i am with tears in my eyes
Just listening to your voice Those sweet words...
they comfort my bitterd heart
yet they sound like a love song.

The breezing nights with stars in the sky.
Those walks in the park
your smile
Girl that first kiss you undone me.

Scattering images of our memories.
Can you hold it before it drops
Can you catch it before it shatters into a thousand pieces.
Always my first mistake
from my uttering of words,
beautiful,sexy
the most gorgeous girl in the world.

Broken,with a tear drop
i cry with much i hold back.
Yet no tears,
my love says nothing to you.
for your heart i despair
but defenseless
i stood there...
Your smile,your laughter
Im i not worthy enough,
caught me by surprise.
With tears in my heart,
Im no longer a shining star.

but darker than the half moon at night.
Right there my heart beats,
while it skips and i cry no more.

Remember

I'm scared,afraid thats what it's called.Now i'm infuriated and burgeanly frustrated but the anger will flare,because nothing stands in my way.What did i be desclosed over so i break free and name myself a hero,take away my name and i still remain with my voice that would be my image.So remember my words because now i yelled"tell me who you are?"