Tuesday, October 1, 2013

The Fear In Me Remains

My atmosphere rains in fear that i alone chase forgiveness and tears 
thee unknown mystery beneath the stars an unquestion of pain and terror  
 which lies infinitely in my heart   
this is at once entirely my treasury of hopless dependence
behind thee eyes that of my sorrows
 where the feeling is an essential part of my life manhandling me in a great way,  
 Assured of my neglected,consciousness and sophistication
 Happly founded by neither gold nor diamond
 but the fragrance of love and that of patience.   
Which lies infinitely in my heart  
perhaps i'm the face of deniel mererly thee ashes of my silence whisper my wings 
as i spread and search for the wind
 Careth for yet parted from my family and friends.  
 Sweetly and certainly i sing as i count my blessings 
but struggle to find peace and a promising rest,
 for i find emptiness fulfilling 
which stirred me into insanity harvesting my sympathy   
which lies infinitely in my heart 
  Leaving me wrestling with thoughts and pity that i alone chase forgiveness.
Wrapped by a nest of rage and hatred lifting my eyes as it transcends to greater my expectations,
 which i so long desired   
which lies infinitely in my heart  
 Towards me,a door written "Peace and prosperity Dear son ur welcomed"
 My voice rises and shouts i'm thorn between my age and the burden i carry is a resemblance 
the pierces of my cry  
 which lies infinitely in my heart 
  Leaving me,in wonderous desolation of my wounds, 
fear that i am afraid to be left behind 
...maybe emptiness and darkness i'm married to...  
 Once i knew a man who wedded fear and that he holds it dear until today,
 Which lies infinite in his heart.

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