Wednesday, February 9, 2011

"I wasn't too perfect,but why the sudden change of heart"

I was sitting alone when a phone call trigued my mind,i paused for a minute before i could pick it up. "hello"i went.She poured her heart out... "I know i may have never been able to say this before to you,face to face. "You comfort me with your presents and your voice" "You made me realise how much life is worth each morning i woke up," "Each time i thought of you,you came unexpectedly to my surprise. "...your a thousand reason for me to see the beauty and gorgeousness of love".I was unable to say a word,she weakned my heart...i was inlove. "If thats how i should describe it myself".We all deserve someone who loves us that much and who is able to show their love to us with tears although we have drift apart.I set there with wonder and patiency got the better of me,and images of our memories flashed before my thoughts.My conscious mind told me to call. "Hello...can i talk to...please?",that was the sound of my voice. "Almost exectly what i wanted to say to you just didnt know how to put it,deep inside my heart i felt the same way". "I wish i was the same guy you met years ago,although Im still am inside,the outside that makes me different,but what we had was precious you have always been my passion".Some how what i said wasnt exactly what i wanted to let out. "Ever wish that love had a voice,and mountains could drift closer than we are..." we both said it at the same time.I continued with my thoughts..."when i said i love you i said it to spite you,so please let me hurt you.Cry because its good,let me go and one day you will thank me" i said.By the time i was close to finish her sweet voice inturruped me with a word that said ..."I Love You"...but hesitated.I held my breath and told her goodbye this time it was a final goodbye...now i question myself,what is it with me and broken love?...

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