That feeling

....This feeling just keeps growing multiplying itself,my heart just weakenss."which feeling"...babes that feeling we had when we saw each other for the first time,remember you said you cried each night and day because i never came to say hey and i seemed to play hard to get...remember,when i said i was sad each and everyday because i craved to see you past by my house and i kept checking to see if your there,waiting for that very moment...sweetie that feeling we both felt when we kissed for the very first time...hey you promised but please let me go away and remember that feeling because it stays the same....

Apart From Love

Could this be over and done with,
With tears in my eyes
I'm not crying
Just improvising
Call it an act of shatterd heart
Call it an act of fearless love.
Here i am with tears in my eyes
Just listening to your voice Those sweet words...
they comfort my bitterd heart
yet they sound like a love song.

The breezing nights with stars in the sky.
Those walks in the park
your smile
Girl that first kiss you undone me.

Scattering images of our memories.
Can you hold it before it drops
Can you catch it before it shatters into a thousand pieces.
Always my first mistake
from my uttering of words,
beautiful,sexy
the most gorgeous girl in the world.

Broken,with a tear drop
i cry with much i hold back.
Yet no tears,
my love says nothing to you.
for your heart i despair
but defenseless
i stood there...
Your smile,your laughter
Im i not worthy enough,
caught me by surprise.
With tears in my heart,
Im no longer a shining star.

but darker than the half moon at night.
Right there my heart beats,
while it skips and i cry no more.

Remember

I'm scared,afraid thats what it's called.Now i'm infuriated and burgeanly frustrated but the anger will flare,because nothing stands in my way.What did i be desclosed over so i break free and name myself a hero,take away my name and i still remain with my voice that would be my image.So remember my words because now i yelled"tell me who you are?"

Left Alone

All have disappeared but not worthy for a tear.
All has lost colour not rust just dust,flering wind adjust.

All has no melody to a pas de deux,without baby steps.
All has fled with disgust,mentioning savoir faire.

All has no archer,my star sign is sagittarius.
All has sounded in Latin,making rusty noise just meanless.

All has washed away,trying to repaint the smiles,once more i cry.
All has no burden,perching my back from behind a murk frightened.

All ephemeral inter vigorously,loose of apetite yet drooling...
All has mutilate despair,a single torch for the tunnel
ahead,darker days.

All has silence with tears in my eyes,just this once can we do it for lark.
All of them trapped in a sanctum,like the sun is scariar than the silent nights.

A bit of hope

When it comes you'll hear a sound from the mist,
do not run,bow and say hi...
When it falls from the sky,do not fear,lift a hand and pick it up with pride...
When you salute,wave goodbye,do not throw a stone behind and go...
When will the answers to my questions be puzzled in my mind,leaving me with spaces in between...
This time its called letting go of the past and trailing over to the next ride...longing comfort for i pause in the cold winter day,which way to go next.

Ready to Love

Life is so good i wrote a song and sang it alone then suddenly a second voice seconde me.


My love just fade away it sounded,but out of nowhere i wrote a poem that said:"One early morning in a cold winter breeze,i found a golden coin that reads freeze".

"During the day under the trumbling blazing sun.It was a summers day,i mistaken it of a bitterd smile".

Somehow it felt so good i never wanted to stop singing even when i realised my ex girlfriend was standing behind me.

I continued...
Singing she seconde me,and shad a bleeding tear,but that smile kept poking me inside.Just had to give up,shes much more than a golden diamond ring.

Did i tell you this was randomly writen not a true story,pity that i felt her present smell judging from her staring sight...she mine and i belong to her somehow.

Just like that coin i found,i felt i did not deserve it,so i returned it to its right ful owner...but it was a toil yet i did something good for myself by letting her go,they deserved each other.