A CHARACTOR DEFINED

I spared a charactor in me a chance,

observing his growth fleeces..,

his not an enemy,moody and oppresse now and then

his wounds,regarded strange the charactor prevailed his grim

measuring an unimaginable trim of hive,

i stretched and scratched,merviled

creeped as i crawled,and traveled,

made ameds with the charactor in private.

i turned to him for the wrong reasons,

i made a deal and he betrayed me

,now i'm on a mission to preval him yet,

he owes me an explanation,this charactor is an enemy.

Acrosstown i stood for him to face me

walls came crashing,

windows smashed coming from a distance,

the wind waved creeply intense fright and i was dripping in sweat,

my spin shivered and i was scrared,his entrance was ghostly,

his footsteps drow near and near to me,

Awaited the inticipation,the charactor posted as a thread quite closely,

wither and wide,

i reckoned he would be a full figured human,

my eyes bewilded,

i gained an unimaginable strength

,my mind troubled my heart,

screaming in insanity,

the beginnings,and a terrible ending...

this wasn't only my bitter feeling 

but a charactor i portrait on a blank page.

A Brief Kiss

To those dearest at heart Love is a fair trail that binds both heart and mind, 
Rather that i be,in secrets behind a mid - summers love Rather that i treasure momentirely upon wishing, 
To say love is the least of my worries Would be a sincer lie.
 But i am content within these wounds 
To say such love reeds that i am indefinite need, 
Even the heavens know of this. 
I applaud you for keeps And i feel the need to say "I can love" Never would i lie to you It saddance me to know that it only existed in my dreams,
 knowing that i am insulted by patience. 
But i kept my distance 
True "Time drives from field to fold 
When rivers rage and rocks grow cold,
" Well that was bold Inspite of range 
When another you lends a brief kiss as leverage,
 I reasoned (Concerning you) Certain and strangely comforting 
I knew . . . I realised, That summers binds are very much a winters evening,
 but this was just the beginning.

The Fear In Me Remains

My atmosphere rains in fear that i alone chase forgiveness and tears 

thee unknown mystery beneath the stars an unquestion of pain and terror  

 which lies infinitely in my heart   

this is at once entirely my treasury of hopless dependence

behind thee eyes that of my sorrows

 where the feeling is an essential part of my life manhandling me in a great way,  

 Assured of my neglected,consciousness and sophistication

 Happly founded by neither gold nor diamond

 but the fragrance of love and that of patience.   

Which lies infinitely in my heart  

perhaps i'm the face of deniel mererly thee ashes of my silence whisper my wings 

as i spread and search for the wind

 Careth for yet parted from my family and friends.  

 Sweetly and certainly i sing as i count my blessings 

but struggle to find peace and a promising rest,

 for i find emptiness fulfilling 

which stirred me into insanity harvesting my sympathy   

which lies infinitely in my heart 

  Leaving me wrestling with thoughts and pity that i alone chase forgiveness.

Wrapped by a nest of rage and hatred lifting my eyes as it transcends to greater my expectations,

 which i so long desired   

which lies infinitely in my heart  

 Towards me,a door written "Peace and prosperity Dear son ur welcomed"

 My voice rises and shouts i'm thorn between my age and the burden i carry is a resemblance 

the pierces of my cry  

 which lies infinitely in my heart 

  Leaving me,in wonderous desolation of my wounds, 

fear that i am afraid to be left behind 

...maybe emptiness and darkness i'm married to...  

 Once i knew a man who wedded fear and that he holds it dear until today,

 Which lies infinite in his heart.

***How well do I know Love***

.....U might find this quite strange,
scalpels of silver luminus light fell frm my eyes.
 The minute i found u standing rite next to me,
weilling in compassion of ur presence in silent,
u shuld know by now hw i feel,
i culdnt have been wrong abwt u either.
Fo a while there i realised hw dearly i missed u,
even when u live rite nxt door,
life has been an incomplete sentence,
 like nature with no rain,hervast seasons were pointless;
 I meant what i said,ur a greatest friend i've ever had.
The hasnt been many bt a few wuld do,
in u the quiet nites endured rander pastures,
made means with the entire racing sea...
as the stars milked the sky nd curfew'd the clouds of its wealth,
 thee ocean filled most of my emptiness with blazen reflection.
The howl winds whistled nd whisper'd me once more to sleep,
i struck'd a smile in my sleep though they concider it insanity,
 it glitter'd nd urs i saw in the mists,
 (........) my lady,ur river shall be my bed of rest,
these promises shall be of many that i gain.
A friend of mine is a belover'd gift,
dear stranger ur a bliss.
I'm exalted with love at heart,
to be crownd with such a friend who has no shame,
 we both know each others pain,
even when we are short at distanced days,
we always find ways to share the blame,
many that i cherish,
ur means remind me of the days of happiness nd ur friends have this to prove ur innocents,
 remember when they said;
"the boy is a player" bt u gave me a chance to be ur boyfriend
bt yet little did we know the minimum light wuld glow this much,
ur the means of love my beautiful dream,
 i love u more than the first of the things i do,
today i am to show u this shine its quite as true.
If this be it,then i will marry u anytime soon,
anytime of the day in between events of my dreams.
Make more memories,...memorable moments,
frm the olden days to this stolen evening;
ur presence are compelling to this dream,
even if the ink of my pen shrinks,
 i'll continue to appreciate u in my dreams....